WouLd u Like a drink?

IM BACK! i been MIA for a min, sorry bout that. SO much going on. I was lost with in myself, in my head, in my sould, body and heart. I got drunken alone at home, now that is bad seeing as how i used to be an alcoholic. Seriously.

I used to drink everyday aLL day. I had an ex who got me into drinking, A LOT! i mean, i used to drink but not as much as i did when i was with her. Then we broke up and weLL, i kept drinking. I never really knew i was an alcoholic, not even when i was making beer runs to the store. Watching TV in my room as i popped open CORONA after corona, all whiLe my parents, brother in sister were onLy rooms away.

I realized how bad it was when i was driving home drunk (one of many nights) and woke up in my clothes the next day with my shirt half off, in my jeans, and only one shoe on. But, yes but, perhaps that's not the worst. One of my many drunken nights i woke up in front of a cLub in my car and my friend in the passenger seat! YUP! True Story!! nasty, i know.

The icing on the cake however, and the number one reason was my DUI. i got it back in 2006 a week right before my bday, so right around this time since my bday is 2/16. I was 4am and i was on my way home from dropping off my friend at home. He insisted i chiLL with him for a min b4 i left. But i was soo tired i just wanted to get home. He asked me again if i was ok and i just said ya, im koo. And so i left, i hopped onto the 710 and was on my merry way. Next thing i know i see blue and red lights in my rear view mirror. At that point i thought "fcuk!" From there it was aLL down hiLL. I was arrested, and my aLcohoL LeveL was .18, doubLe the Limit. I was taken over to county n spent 22 hours there! it was NOT PRETTY!

When aLL the mess was over i had a $1200 fine, AA cLAsses as weLL as a restricted Lic. But in the end, i learned my lesson, sadLy this had to happen. My advice to you ALL is aLways have a designated driver or take a cab. We think "it wont happen to me" i know i always thought, but the reality of it is IT CAN n IT WILL! i know That was the most awful experience i have ever came across. I am so greatful n blessed that i was not hurt and that i did not hurt anyone.

Thanks for "listening" untiL our next visit. Bye for now.

ps - dont forget cLub CAUTION on Feb. 20th ceLebrating my bday. Visit www.myspace.com/cLub_CAUTION for aLL info.

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sLax